| | Us enwrapped, to me you whisper "I love you.. |
| | ...r feel. I love your feel." For that moment |
| | with the pause I conceive in this pivotal word, |
| | I catch a glimpse, held tight in my want |
| | of your having me as irreplaceable |
| | -not for raising myself as essential, central to the cosmic balance |
| | but only to be assured our reciprocity congealed |
| | retaining simultaneous subcutaneous contact channeled through our hearts. |
| | I hear "you" resolve into something different, |
| | not expected, |
| | only falling outside the space spontaneously given, |
| | the frame naïvely laid with mistaken anticipation to match it |
| | the one I thought I heard coming, |
| | but by no means required or even so much wished |
| | (I simply left myself susceptible). |
| | And thus the self-played trick did not come to fruition |
| | I was not fooled; |
| | yet a mild tease of the heart was at play |
| | gentle, with a nature so tender and essential to my wanting to be here |
| | in the first place |
| | cherishing any words coming from your splendid lips, |
| | the constancy of your wish that I be here |
| | pulling me forth placing me gazed upon |
| | as adored, to some degree, which is all I could possibly need. |
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| Copyright 1999 John Feissel. All rights reserved. |