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Your Words, Irresistible Moments


 Us enwrapped, to me you whisper "I love you..
 ...r feel. I love your feel." For that moment
 with the pause I conceive in this pivotal word,
 I catch a glimpse, held tight in my want
 of your having me as irreplaceable
 -not for raising myself as essential, central to the cosmic balance
 but only to be assured our reciprocity congealed
 retaining simultaneous subcutaneous contact channeled through our hearts.
 I hear "you" resolve into something different,
 not expected,
 only falling outside the space spontaneously given,
 the frame naïvely laid with mistaken anticipation to match it
 the one I thought I heard coming,
 but by no means required or even so much wished
 (I simply left myself susceptible).
 And thus the self-played trick did not come to fruition
 I was not fooled;
 yet a mild tease of the heart was at play
 gentle, with a nature so tender and essential to my wanting to be here
 in the first place
 cherishing any words coming from your splendid lips,
 the constancy of your wish that I be here
 pulling me forth placing me gazed upon
 as adored, to some degree, which is all I could possibly need.
  
  
  
  
  
  
Copyright 1999 John Feissel. All rights reserved.